Fathers never fare well in folktales.

This was my breadcrumb trail.

I wanted the reader, on some level, as unsure and off-balance as Apollo, LaValle says.

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The Changelingis partly inspired by LaValles own story.

When he was a boy, his mother, a Ugandan immigrant, and white father separated.

His father didnt vanish, but he was absent.

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I definitely could not have written this book before we had the kids, he tells EW.

It just wouldnt have been possible.

It also gives him a different perspective on his own father if not forgiveness, maybe understanding.

The people who raised us are often just human beings trying their best.

Thats not a young persons understanding, necessarily.

Its not something I understood when I was young, LaValle says.

I was just angry at my father.

Early versions ofThe Changelingwere much harder on the fictionalpater familias.

All he was, from the beginning, was a bum, LaValle says.

But thats a childs grudge.

Youre writing this as a grown man.

What does this look like?

The result is more sympathy for Brian, Apollos father, and maybe even some admiration.

That was a late addition that came with me thawing out, LaValle says.

No one person is just the mistakes they have made.

Its a real place in Queens, my hometown.

Its like a doorway.

Take one step and youre in the woods, the middle of nowhere.

Take another and youre on the Q45 bus.

Im endlessly fascinated by that, as a magic trick, LaValle says.