Michaela Bradshaw leftSurvivor: Millennials vs. Gen Xthe same way she came into the game all out.

She forgot her shoes.

But how does she feel now after watching it all play back on TV?

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I was wondering, who are Bret and Sunday voting for?

Because logic would say,if our plan is right they vote for each other.

And so when I saw my name pop up I was like, What are they thinking?

Why are they writing my name down?

And then when I saw the third vote, I was like, Jay!

And then the fourth one came out and I was like, You guys made a mistake.

It was devastating for me.

And I definitely felt super-betrayed, particularly by Jay.

But I can understand why they did it.

But geez, that was not my plan going into that Tribal Council.

I showed you how this works.

I really loved Bret and Sunday.

I really loved everyone that was there.

That was my chilliest tribe.

So I took it personal with Jay.

I didnt mind anybody elses vote but Jay, I took it personal because that was my friend.

On how she feltaftershe walked out of Tribal Council:

I was devastated and angry.

My anger was from a place of, I was out here for a million dollars.

I didnt come out there for an experience.

I didnt come out there to have fun.

So that was my sole focus, and having it ripped away made me so upset.

But when its over, its over.

So I ate some food, and its cool how your mind kinda just breathes.

On her status with Jay now:

Me and Jay are cool.

Weve talked on the phone.

He actually texted me last night after the episode aired and were cool.

Like, I get it.

In the same sense that I was thinking for the team, like, We can blast to four.

His mind was, Even if we blast to four, I cant beat her.

So its better to get rid of her now.

And so I get it.

They were playing the game forthemto win.

And sometimes you want a person like me as far away from your plans as possible.

That was more something I thought about after I had already walked out of eyesight.

But in the moment I was just so shocked and so devastated and upset, specifically at Jay.

And there was so much disappointment towards him that I wasnt really thinking about anyone else.

Thats just not me.

Thats just not my style.

So well see what happens with that whole idol thing.

All I know is one idol cannot be played for two people, so well see.

If youre gonna break my swimsuit, well, then Im going to win anyway.

On how her time at Ponderosa with Figgy was:

Ummm, Figgy.

And since I had just gotten voted out of the game, Im going to be 100 percent Michaela.

Everybody gets a fresh start.

I was just nice to Figgy, and she was nice to me.

And thats just what it was.

We just kind of acted like the game didnt exist.

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