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Well, at least she didn’t have to vote her mom out this time.

How much did it suck to be the first one to go?

Does she regret coming on too strong out of the gate?

Whom does she blame for her ouster?

And how could she lose the ship wheel puzzle again!

And a lot of times it’s hard to come back when you lose the first challenge.

It just kind of brings the morale down.

So there’s way more pressure going into it.

And so it triple-sucks to lose considering I’ve lost it two times."

Like, it was a crazy chaotic first day.

Everybody was everywhere talking to everyone.

And then it really wasn’t.

It was pretty slow moving.

The first few days nobody was really talking strategy at all.

I probably was the only one, and I do think that probably was a downfall for me.

On if past impressions played a part in her ouster:“It definitely did.

And I was not even playing full Ciera Eastin mode.

I was pretty Ciera mellow, but compared to them I was probably a little bit more.

So I was not randomly throwing out names.

I walked into a conversation about Tony, and I really think my downfall was maybe saying Or Caleb.

If we think Tony has an idol, or Caleb.'

I think there were people in that circle who didn’t like to hear Caleb’s name.

Because everybody was talking about Tony.

It’s not like I was completely off base.

I think that’s really what put my name on the tombstone.”

On the feeling after being voted out first:“Super, super surreal.

I have a five-year-old, so I’m gone all the time.

You need a little more of a break.

you should probably come home and adapt and get back into life.

And then I was obviously super emotional about it.

On thinking she would have fared better on the other tribe:“For sure.

I had already had past connections with some people on the other tribe like Brad Culpepper.

I think I would have fared better.

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