Saturday Night Livewas one of the scariest nights of my entire life.
I tried to beg my managers and my team to not doSNLbecause I thought it was way too early.
But I was so, so wrong.
It was incredible and its broken me in America.
That night, people were recognizing me a bit more.
It was hours after, actually.
It was really surreal.
Meeting Beyonce was incredible.
She said my voice is like butter, which was very lovely, and I said, Thank you.
Mary J. Blige is so honest and lovely and calm.
Shes like a big sister to me.
You realize that when you meet these people, they are just people, you know?
As a kid I thought all these people were superhumans, but its their talent that makes them superhuman.
I dont feel pressure to follow upIn the Lonely Hour.
Its hard to explain.
I want to be a career artist.
I actually like the idea of my career going in a wave.
I hope thats enough.
Im not going to beat myself up about it.
As long as Im proud of the work, then I dont care.
