We all have mistakes we dwell on.

Painful moments in our lives that we relive again and again as we internally self-flagellate.

For Sebastian Cody that moment exists, and yet in a way, it also doesnt.

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Credit: Little, Brown Books for Young Readers

Now 14, Sebastian was only four years old when he fatally shot his infant sister, Lola.

As a result, he doesnt have any memories of it just the knowledge of what hes done.

When he broaches the subject, she shuts him down.

Affecting, and unfortunately timely,Bangis a read thats worth your inevitable heartbreak.B+