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Grey is, understandably, overwhelmed with emotion.
I should probably want you til the day I die, he says to Jamie.

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But he declines Jamies offer.
It was tricky and involved many rewrites, says Berry.
I think the scene was more difficult for Sam than it was for me.
This helps the audience to understand the depth of their friendship.
Grey loves Jamie but would never abuse or transgress his friendship with Jamie for his own selfish purposes.
Its a lot to convey!
Hopefully, we achieved it.
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