She isnt great yet, our struggling stand-up.

But she is getting better.

Thats whatIm Dying Up Hereis about, and thats whatIm Dying Up Herefeels like.

Episode 101

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Its loosely adapted from William Knoedelseders nonfiction book of the same name.

We meet a moody-tough Boston-Italian named Clay Appuzzo, played by Sebastian Stan.

Fortunately, Clay sticks around just long enough to give a symbolic speech about Mount Everest.

Adam (RJ Cyler) is a rookie with chutzpah.

There are a lot of other comedians, and their friends and family.

The shows ambitious: Surely we need a series that gives our comedy-besotted moment its own creation myth.

Im Dying Up Hereis messy, at first.

It feels like a show being reconceived on the fly.

Stan pops up as a taunting ghost, and then doesnt.

Alfred Molina makes a big introduction as Adams manager, then seems to disappear.

But I found myself returning toIm Dying Up Herefor a simple reason: Its a good hang.

The show captures the peculiar tense camaraderie and striving oneupmanship of young comedians.

After hours, the comedians flee to a local diner, commiserating, confessing, insulting and laughing.

Were all in this together!

they seem to say, and also: Stay out of my way!B+