At one point during sex, she gasps, Im a fing monster!
and not in the fun, Kanye West way.
Desi assures her that if she doesnt believe in her own goodness, she cant expect anyone else to.

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Back at Hannahs, shes telling Elijah about Marnies affair like,allabout it.
(I mean, probably true.)
Yet off they go, in a cherry red convertible no less.
Road trips and skinny dips!
Desi yells, because doesnt everyone yell road trips and skinny dips when theyre in the car?
Marnie responds, also yelling.
Chris Noth saved her, though, and now shes here.
Maybe if this witchy shop owner is better off in Poughkeepsie, Hannah would be, too.
Maybe this could be another way out of her own New York City hell.
How can I not be?
Im living my truth!
Its irresistible, in a way, to Hannah.
But is living my truth what she wants?
Does she even know what her truth is?
Also, does living my truth actually mean anything?
While shes inside, Marnie and Desi are having a spat outside the door.
Suddenly, his strange behavior makes so much sense.
Marnie, of course, has been completely clueless about all this.
As Hannah soon explains, its hard to make observations about other people when you only think about yourself.
He then breaks one and starts a chant of, bitches and cts.
Bitches and cts, man!
Heres their big lesson: Marnie has no idea whats going on with anyone else, ever.
As Hannah reminds her, You are so bad at knowing people are high.
Remember that time I drank sizzurp and you thought I had senioritis?
Compared to the drama (and hilarity) of whats going on in Poughkeepsie, this plot feels dull.
Shosh is looking for a place to fit in, like shes always been, and this isnt it.
So Shosh and Jessa arent exactly buddy-buddy right now, though Marnie and Hannah are doing surprisingly great.
And, no, Marnie doesnotexcitedly squeal America!
MostGirlsway to rationalize cheating:But were all just doing what we can to live.
Desi
Best burn:If you are using Marnie to justify your behavior, thenew.