On the plus side, at least he did not leaveSurvivoron a stretcher this time.

How did it feel to be betrayed by his bestie?

Did he know he was in trouble?

And how did a challenge beast like Caleb manage to lose every single challenge?

Here are a few highlights from our chat, including one exchange at Tribal Council that we didnotsee.

I had Tai in one ear telling me I was safe.

I had Brad in my ear saying the same thing.

I basically had the guys saying There’s no way you’re going home.

That would be a dumb move.

Why would we do that?'

But then again, I was thinking, man, this isSurvivor.

That’s what he’s supposed to do.

So I was uneasy about it.

I really didn’t know what was going to happen.

I think I could be going home."

I know that if Tai and I ended up together we would be a target.

They’re going to have each other’s backs to the end.

“To me, I didn’t understand that part of it.

Maybe there’s something I missed.

He deserves to be here, and I want him to stay.'

But I guess Brad was a better manipulator that I was.”

I did the same thing there.

“But for me, I say, you know what?

Maybe they didn’t show those parts in the edit.

Maybe they had their reasons for not showing it.

But I do feel that Tai has done his best.

Brad Culpepper did see me as the other alpha male and saw me as a threat to his game.

So he convinced Tai, but of course, I don’t take it personal.

Because that’s your million dollars.

It’s not mine.

I still love him and I wish him the best of luck.”

Like at my Tribal Council, Sierra and Hali.

One thing that they didn’t show was Sierra called me out.

She says, Well, Tai was at your wedding.

Why would we keep you two here together?'

AfterBig Brother,I was like, You know what?

I’ve got to change that.'

But in all honesty, that’s who I am in everyday life.

It’s hard for me to put a knife in someone’s back because it’s not my temperament.

It’s just not who I am.

And that’s something that I said I would change.

Yes, I’m nice and I’m loyal and I’m very friendly and all that.

It definitely is hard for me, because that’s not who I am.

And it’s hard for me to just do that.

It’s very difficult.

I’m not the kind of player who is manipulative and backstabbing and conniving.

That’s just not me.

“But I tried my best.

You have a family now.

Go win the million dollars.

You might hurt someone’s feelings, but you’re playing for a reason now.

You’re not a single guy onBig Brotherwhere you’re just living the summer and having a good time.

You have a family at home.

I felt like I was pretty good.

Me and Malcolm had a really strong relationship.

I feel like Sandra and I were okay.

She wasn’t coming after me.

She said, You’re a strong player.

You don’t come after me, I won’t come after you.'

And that’s kind of the agreement that we made.

Michaela was on the bottom.

Several times two or three people would throw out Aubry’s name.

The only time I ever heard my name come up was Ciera at the beginning.

Ciera throws my name out because I went crab hunting with Tony, and she didn’t like that.

But that was the only time I heard my name.